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The first time I went to prison I was 17 years old and since then I have been in prison 6 times The prisons in China are inhumane We were punished, because we imagined we are praying while sitting whit our eyes {190 people killed and more then 1700 people injured } Mosques has been closed by the government China is unrestful of the Turkish and Islamic ideas/ideology We always have to be carefully because they follow us they control us we live in these difficult conditions. The things I say, the people I met and the places where I go. I have to be carefully with everything I am Abdurrahman I am from East Turkestan First I am thankfully because our brothers/sisters in Turkey They are defending our people in East Turkestan We (the Turks) converted to Islam 1000 years ago We are really thankful but unfortunately China is not accepting us This kind of camps/prisons has also been build in Germany We know what happened there (Holocaust) How is it possible that the world now… In our register 1 million and for some registers 3 million people are in prison/brainwashing camps China is rejecting this They say that everthing is a lie After people have witnessed and because some of them have escaped and some journalist went to East Turkestan The world know now what is happening in these prisons/camps After all these things. The Chinese gorvernment accepted that there are prisons/camps But China is telling us that these camps are not like Nazi camps. They say that these camps are build to educate people People who are out of prison now are telling us, that they can’t say ‘I am a Muslim’. they have burned our Qurans and they have turned our mosques into a pigsty They have the mentality… like they are just thinking how can we assimilate them they are trying to make us atheist and communist but now many people are converting islam In East Turkestan the mosques are full with young people, but China doesn’t want this They have occupied our country but they could not take our culture and religion They abused us in 2009 they murdered many people and with secret agent they tried to get us out 24 hours of psychological violence… you can’t imagine in which kind of ways they do that They take kids too nice places like schoolyards and they teach them atheism They teach them everyting about atheism and the chinese culture… in songs, games and everywhere they are teaching them atheism and their culture As an example they say too kids; ‘Could Allah (god) gives you food? Allah doesn’t gives you this…. But the Communist Party gives you these toys. Where is Allah? He can’t give you this’ and they follow ‘Ask everything from the Communist Party and they will give you what you want’ With these kind of things they are brainwashing Uygur kids The Chinese gouvernment is trying to take our kids in Nazi camps and make them as their own kids, so they became Chinese Our kids can’t talk Uighurs anymore They have to talk Chinese and has to be Chinese and forget their Turkish & Arabic roots and their religon Islam So they are trying to brainwash our kids Since 2015 you can’t go to East Turkestan anymore. You can’t even call someone The first time I went to prison I was 17 years old and since then I have been in prison 6 times One time I have been in prison for 5 years The prisons in China are inhumane. There is not an other place in the world that has the same prison/camps like China You have to ask permission for this (he shows it) You can’t pray You can’t perform wudu if you do, you get punishment We imagined in our head that we are praying and we get punishment for this We just prayed like this (he shows it with his eyes) Also we can’t talk with our roommates. We are staying maybe for 3-4 years in the same room, but we can’t talk. I can’t ask anything to them everyting is punishable Before we get some food. We have to sing Chinese songs and listen to Chinese media Only after that we get our food electric shocks, being beaten .. there are all kinds of punishments We are not able to talk We can not pray before eating. We have to do everything like in their way otherwise you don’t get food They kill every day many Uygurs One day they have killed 9 people We tried to see them and because of that we get punishment The police says that we have to be silent about what happend (the murdering) They are trying to brainwash us and forget our religion so they can occupy our country they believe that.. that they can take our land with brainwashing and assimilation It’s awful! In every family has to be a Chinese guy With their new plan… while men are in prison… womens & grandparents stay at home… also kids stay at home while men are in prison…. The government is sending Chinese men to these families 15 days long they stay at homes of Uygur families We are muslim and we don’t let stranger men in our houses for no reason. These Chinese men are sleeping in our houses They can see everything what we do… when we pray… or we practice our religion… they are also checking if we eat with our right hand (in Islam it is recommended to eat with your right hand because of the Prophet) they also check what we eat… they report your behavior you have to sing the chinese national anthem in the morning you have to hang a chinese flag in front of your house Girls are obliged to dance with boys and they tell them that this is more fun and communism is just better for them Forget your religion, because from now on the communist party is your Allah (god) and they just say ‘trust us’ We are afraid that the politics of China will not stop and if it continues like this. Will our children become like chinese people? We are worried After all Uygur men get in to prison, they force girls to marry with a Chinese guy A Uygur girl is married with a Chinese guy They say that we are friends.. They kill us.. they keep us in prison for years… and after this they say ‘We are friends, we are brothers, we are a family’ And now there is no place anymore for prisons and they are rebuilding schools and factories into camps they also remove the Uygur people to the east too places where the Chinese people are a majority these places are full with millions of Chinese people our Uygur brother/sister are in these kind of states a minority and with these plan they are tyring to get the Uygurs quiet they organize festivals in the month Ramadan they organize beer festivals they organize these kind of festivals for men and women and they give a present to the ones who drink the most beer In the Ramadan they trying to understand which families are fasting At school they set tables with food to find out if someone is fasting And when they find out.. These families get a punishment We want Turkey to be stronger in this conflict Turkey is our homeland, like East Turkestan. if needed I can sacrifice myself for Turkey We are not afraid of China I always tell young people that they need to take lessons from our situation Islam is enough for us, we only need our religion. are they who have lived in terrible conditions in a bad situation, or are you the one who does not practice his faith and has forgotten the hereafter, in a worse situation stand up for your brothers/sisters Can I make duaa for my father and all kids? the moon is dark the world is dark scary dreams take my soul they mistreat us like animals breaks my naive soul